Tuesday, November 30, 2010



hi everyone..(^_^) i'm still not feeling well today. yesterday i went to clinic n took new medicine. hope i will get well soon. today is my special someone graduation day. CONGRATULATIONS to him..(^_^) I'm sorry because  i could not be there dear. hope u will have a great n awesome graduation day.  how i wish i could be there n congratulate u personally n taking pictures.

hope, when u come back, we will celebrate our graduation. but..we have to wait until i get my first salary..huhu~ many of friends already got their first pay..huhu~ lucky them but pity me. perhaps i will get my salary next year n probably on March.....arrrrgghhhhhhhh~

daa..hope to see u later..(^_^)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Ooohhh.........Maher Zain..*wink*


Did u know Maher Zain? I'm sure most of u did. I love his voice n absolutely his songs. below is my favourite song in his album..(^_^)


I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say
*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart..

Good  luck to u Maher Zain..(^_^)

Daa..see u later..(^_^)

Friday, November 26, 2010

Yo no me siento bien


I'm not feeling well for past few days. Started with headache, fever and now cough and i think i'm going to have a flu..huhu~ Oh God..maybe He gave me all these in order to lessen my sins..ameen~

i cant sleep if i do not take my medicine. but now, i ran out some of my medicine but i still do not feel better yet. my dad just get me new medicine and hope i will feel good after this. pray for me..(^_^)

Daa..see u later k..(^_^)


Wuhuuuuuuuu........am i getting engaged??? ahaha~ i just came back from my sweet little town Kangar. i went there to hand over home made chocolate hantaran for my senior engagement. in Malay engagement usually we will have hantaran from both sides man n woman. the hantaran  must be in odd numbers. for example if woman gives 9 hantaran, man should give back 7. many kinds of hantaran we can find nowadays but the most popular like home made chocolate, cupcakes and fondant cakes. besides, there are some hantaran that compulsory to bring  like sugar, salt and tepak sirih. perhaps, these things have its own symbolic meaning that i am not sure what it is..(^_^)
lets review most of the popular hantaran nowadays...(^_^)

credit Najahbakery..(^_^) super duper cute right??

i wonder what my engagement hantaran look like..hehe~ can't wait..(^_^) to my special someone..when our day will come???? uuuuuuuuu~ 

daa..till see u again..(^_^)

Long Distance Relationship


This morning I got a msg from someone n said to me that he did not believe in long distance relationship. Hah?? well..i could not say anything because it is his belief and perhaps he has gone a very bad experience with it. Honestly, i have been in long distance relationship for almost 8 years now and thanked God, everything goes well.

People may share different view about this kind of relationship. Yeah..it also has pros and cons. As long as we are honest n trust others, i think it should be ok. i believe long distance relationship can survive if both parties make the effort to keep the spark alive.  most people who involve in this kind of relationship would say about tears, the i-miss-him/her, sleepless night, long phone calls and etc. finally,  they will feel how sweet of this relationship when they have happy marriage in reality world. they will appreciate time together and spending the quality time after marriage. i guesss...(^_^)

However, if a person who does not want to involve in this relationship, maybe they have difficulty to trust others, they love spend most of their time with their loved ones, they do not have their own life..aha~ or they want to share experience together.

But, if u think he/she is THE ONE or MR/MRS RIGHT, just go for it. long distance relationship wasn't that bad. maybe u couldn't find someone like him/her who can touch your heart like he/she does. so, JUST GO FOR IT!!!! at least you will have a new experience and people always said that we learn from our mistakes. JUST GO FOR IT!!! and find your own answer about it. it doesn't matter long distance relationship or short distance, the most vital thing the way you sail your boat..(^_^) Pray to God and make effort to ensure it will success.

So..for the person i may concern, u should think twice before withdraw from this kind of relationship. 
"the quickest way to receive love is to give love, the fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly, and the best way to keep love is to give it wings".

Daa..see u again..(^_^)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Annual Dinner


On 11th Nov 2010 we had an annual dinner at Putra Brasmana Hotel. Honestly, i didn't feel like going there n enjoy the night. It has been a month since I had registered at the school. But I still feel awkward and still couldn't find my comfort zone there.  I had mix feeling before went there but I try to calm myself and ignore all the negative feelings.

Around 7.30pm, I drove to Putra Brasmana Hotel. It was raining heavily as the weather also did not want me to go there. After half an hour, I reached at the hotel. Since I brought the door gifts with me I had to give them to each person. Well..I still feel uncomfortable and I think I should not be there.

Aaaaahhhhhhh.......before the .ceremony begin, teachers started to ask help from me. At first, I just did it sincerely. FYI..they asked me to take their pictures. After that, one by one came to me..pls take our picture, pls come here, take our picture, pls..pls..pls.. Oh NO..all the mix feelings, bad weather condition, actually, foreshadowing all these things. Even worse..they all gave me their mobile phones and cameras and asked me to take picture of the school staffs. Which means here..i was not included in the school staffs picture..Argh......WTH..huhu~ I did not care much about to be in the picture, but the way they treated new teacher was not professional at all. Perhaps, this is the beginning for me. That night taught me about the school culture and how they treat people.

Then..the night begin, we ate and ate. I was not in a good mood, so, I did not eat a lot. There were also some teachers who took the leftovers to their home. I did not care about it because I think it was not wrong to do that. At least they did not want to waste any food. Unfortunately..there were some people who did not satisfied and could not tolerate with these people as if these people break every rule in the book. Like them perfect enough..they kept commenting and say bad things about these people. I am at loggerheads over their behaviors.   

Time flies and the night came to the end. What a relief for me..(^_^) I had learnt a lot about school cultures and politics.. Besides all the moments happened that night made my heart sinks and cheesed off with what happened.

Daaaa..till see u again,

History begin

salam sume..
ni entry pertama tanggal kelahiran pertama blog yg bkl disayangi after saya da mula keja. lps 6 thn belajar, akhirnya dpt la posting as a teacher kat kg halaman sendiri. waa......syukur Alhamdulillah~
dpt la b'jimat & jg parents kt sini. tp kdg2 tu terasa gk cam kufur nikmat sbb tingin nak pegi keja jauh2. mcm anak burung, bila da beso mst dia tglkan sarang dia tu. tp saya ni dari la tadika sampai da abes belajar asyik kat utara ja. aish..da rezeki kat cni. saya terima & redha..(^_^)

okie dokie..saya mula melaporkan di slh sebuah sek rendah kat negeri plg utara ni tanggal 11 Oktober 2010. Kalau ikutkan nak mula blogging ni dr hari pertama saya keja. tp asyik bertangguh ja. tu slh satu sifat buruk saya ..huhu~ moga2 dpt kikis nanti..ameeennn~ lps berkumpul kat Jbt Pelajaran Negeri yg sepatutnya taklimat b'langsung pukul 9.00am tu saya terus g Bank Islam dulu. Kebetulan hari taklimat tu, warga JPN ada monthly assembly lak. Jadi taklimat pon start lambat sket la. Lps je dgr taklimat sume, saya pegi Bank Islam dulu bayar yuran konvo. then saya pon tros ke sekolah.

dengan penuh confident, saya pon terus menuju ke sek yg bakal menjadi tempat pencarian rezeki ku. sampai je kat pagar sek tu, saya pon tego la pak guard tu. after bgtau tujuan saya, dia pon suh amek pas pelawat. sbb apa pon saya tak paham. saya kan nak melapor diri, jd cekgu tetap kat sek tu, nape lak kena pakai pas pelawat bagai...huhu~ ikot jela prosedur tu.

then saya pon pegi la office. nak kata nervous tak de la sgt. tp masa mula2 masuk office, admin igt saya ni guru sandaran tidak terlatih (GSTT). after baca dokumen yg saya bawa baru dorang tau yg saya ni bakal guru tetap kat sek tu.pendek kata guru sandaran siswazah terlatih (GSST). penin gak saya ms mula2 nak explain tu. maklum la sek tak dapat maklumat yg dorg akan terima guru baru.

after b'sesi taaruf kat office tu, PK bawa saya ke staff room. cekgu2 kat situ sume friendly for the first time saya jumpa untuk first day saya tu. lepas kenal2, sembang2 sket, loceng pon bunyi. ye..ye..ye..first day da lps..
saya pon tros broomm..broomm..broomm.....~~~~ BALIK (lebih kurang 5 mins la nak sampai umah saya)

Sekian..jumpa lg next entry..(^_^)